Sunday, June 26, 2005
Friday, June 17, 2005
Absent Peace
When Peace can't be foundMy mind is racing, my blood rushes fast
What is there left
When peace can't be found
Where do I find rest
My muscles are tense, my heart is downcast
When peace is lostMy being is empty, my emotions run out
What hope is near
When peace is lost
What calms my fear
My vision is fading, my faith turns to doubt
When peace is hidingMy days are black, no stars in my sky
Where do I turn
When peace is hiding
How do I endure
My appetite's lacking, my mouth is run dry
When peace is goneMy joy is stolen, my courage depleted
What is there for me
When peace is gone
How do I still breath
My purpose means nothing, I lay here defeated
Peace was simply all that I needed
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Calm Before The Storm
All these thoughts that spin
Tornados within
Circumstances standing
Hurricanes surrounding
Inside I feel
This chaos protruding
Outside I feel
My life is concluding
Peace soon here rested
Calm can't be trusted
The wise know that after
Befalls grave disaster
Today I see
The calm has past
Tomorrow I fear
May be my last
Choices come and overflow
Tsunami's undertow
My foundations here break
Wreckage earthquake
Within I know
There's too much to handle
Beyond me I know
I'm a wreackless scandal
Beck Poulsen
Friday, June 10, 2005
Lingerie Talent!!
Well, I cut these out...and many more that are even more risqua? Yes... well it was a gift for Sarah C...soon to be H....'s Bridal Shower...it had a pleasing Theme. I love my Sarah....and love how good things are for her!! Like Lee!

Friday, June 03, 2005
When You Are Gone
Dedicated to Bethany Critchley
Bethany I miss you when your not here
When all of my pain and all my fear
Come crashing and flooding into my mind
Trying to find you, my hope is so blind
Early morning or late in the day
The busy time and the disarray
Seeking a shoulder for me to cry on
I see that my dream may be so foregone
Who do I look to now that it's a myth
Who's there to sit, laugh or walk with
I see our park bench and your empty room
Memories I'm left with continually resume
I know others are out there caring and such
But none compare to your unique touch
I just want to be close to where you are
And be calm and quiet or flat out bizarre
We will keep in touch and laugh galore
Our friendship may deepen beyond the core
But now I feel sad and it is hard to picture
This separation invading our future
Bethany I miss you when you are gone
I hope you see in the picture I've drawn
That even when the distances do intrude
My searching for you will never conclude
Beck Poulsen
Copyright ©2005 Beck Poulsen
Bethany I miss you when your not here
When all of my pain and all my fear
Come crashing and flooding into my mind
Trying to find you, my hope is so blind
Early morning or late in the day
The busy time and the disarray
Seeking a shoulder for me to cry on
I see that my dream may be so foregone
Who do I look to now that it's a myth
Who's there to sit, laugh or walk with
I see our park bench and your empty room
Memories I'm left with continually resume
I know others are out there caring and such
But none compare to your unique touch
I just want to be close to where you are
And be calm and quiet or flat out bizarre
We will keep in touch and laugh galore
Our friendship may deepen beyond the core
But now I feel sad and it is hard to picture
This separation invading our future
Bethany I miss you when you are gone
I hope you see in the picture I've drawn
That even when the distances do intrude
My searching for you will never conclude
Beck Poulsen
Copyright ©2005 Beck Poulsen