If Only...

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If I could glance behind the dam
To know for once just who I am
What would I love, What would I see
Who do I actually want to be

I could go back to the life I'm from
But then what will I have become
If I could hold all I love in my hand
If I see it maybe I'll understand

If I knew the choices I want to make
I would know what's real and what's fake
I see you around me standing strong
Will I ever stand firm, Will it last long

Who am I and yet who are You
Will I ever know what I want to do
I stand at these crossroads every day
You ask but I don't know what to say

I cannot run without a trace
The hardest choices I'll have to face
If I could know which way to go
If I was someone I truely know

Beck Poulsen
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